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So far I have and A in Latin. I also had an A last semester. I feel smart! My mom told me that Latin is a hard language to learn and here I am with an A and it’s easy to me. I’m super proud of myself. BUUUTTTT on the down side, the other students are, for the most part, annoying in my class. They’re loud and obnoxious.

So, recently I was in a relationship. My shortest one  yet, it latest about one month. And it was with a girl who I cared for and still care for very very deeply. Last Friday she broke up with me and I sobbed. Then I went to therapy and sobbed some more. Then this past Monday she started going out with her one ex who, if I may point out from seeing them together before, is a total ass. The best/worst part is the fact that this girl and I are still best friends. So, while I have the comfort of not loosing a best friend, I also have the displeasure of watching her be “happy” with this guy. And that’s depressing. After we broke up my depression got stronger. It was always there underlying but I could work and live with it. Now I’m just really depressed. I still love this girl though, and I always will.

I am a follower of the Norse Mythology religion. Now, I’m not saying that I’m going to yell and scream that I’m right and you’re wrong, you believe what you want to believe and I’ll believe what I want to. Simple as that. So, my first festival is coming but from December 20-31. This festival is called Jul, it is, in short, the Norse New Year.  I will make attempts to post every day of the Festival but seeing as this is my first year, I have no idea what I’m doing. I’ll be doing my internet research and post links as I find them too.

My heart’s out there

I’m about to throw my heart out there for the guy I really like. He’s kind and perfect to me. But he’s with someone else. He told me he liked me earlier in the summer then said he moved on at the start of the school year. So I wrote him a full page letter throwing my heart out on the line for him. Telling him how I feel and how he hurt me. So wish me luck.


Hey, just letting everyone know what’s going on new. I’m back from Florida. It was amazing I’m considering going to University of West Florida. I’ve started watching BBC Sherlock, Amazing series. I love the actors in there. And I’ve started 11th grade. I have AP Language with I’m struggling in. It sucks. It’s like ‘oh you’re done your essay? Here’s a rewrite. Here’s another!’ I’m also taking Latin so once I get better I might post something in Latin. Just to flaunt my ability. I’m currently battling a sinus infections and that’s never fun. I’ve had them since I was literally one. So that’s all the fun new stuff. I’ll try to post more frequently bu no promises.


I’m leaving for Florida soon. I want to try to keep up with this a little when down there. I’ll tell you what’s up as much as possible.

Cliché much?

So I know it seems really cliché, but I’m falling for my best friend. His name’s Nolan and he is the nicest guy I’ve ever met. He’s nice, funny, and just perfect. So yeah. We talked about our feelings, because we are best friends, and we decided not to go out just yet. But he’s just so nice

Holy Crap

I just got home from FOUR days at a friend’s house. Holy crap, I got bored at times. I didn’t eat much but when I did it wasn’t the healthiest food so I don’t know if I gained or lost weight. Hopefully lost by mericle. That would be awesome.


I am FINALLY finished my tenth grade year! Did my last final today. It was pretty easy. So far I know I got good grades. I’m totally going to pass school.


So apperantly I’m a theripist to my friends. People always seem to turn to me and tell me their compaints. And Honestly I don’t mind. I’m happy that people feel they could confide in me. I love my friends